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I no longer desire living in a cocoon of depression, guilt, shame, anxiety, fear and all the above...I have a hard time talking freely right there in front of folks, but this is much easier for me, in a way I'm still hidden because of a fear, but I still like helping others and knowing I am not alone is important I don't fell so isolated and alone...please feel free to talk about their battle with mental illness, my 50 shades of crazy I like to call it. I want to transform into a butterfly where I can start back enjoying my life and all the life surrounding me, the world is so beautiful to me she is the most beautiful natural thing I have ever seen...the pictures I see from around her can be so amazing to look at and the colors, I can get lost just looking at the roads and wondering what does it feel like there. And I can see myself there and I feel safe and calm. That's what I want to feel when I walk out my door and down the street safe, but you must be dreaming and I do a whole lot of day dreaming always have...


So hopefully I will be consistent with this and log in and vent daily...

cWm

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