Thank BOB for keeping me

If I could be honest about any one thing that is a complete secret with most women who I spend time with, it would be how my body hurts when I wanna have sex and can’t get it...thank goodness for BOB

Many women are in and out of relationships just because of the pain her vagina feels when she can’t get some dick...thank goodness for BOB

The feeling goes thru the abdomen and it cramps and the pussy will throb and the walls of the pussy will spasm like the muscles in the leg or that twitch you get in the eyelid and it is a uncomfortable and hurtful feeling...thank goodness for BOB

If I had not been invited to a novelty part I may still be in and out of bad relationships, because when that feeling want go away, I began to look for a man to massage the walls of my vagina and we usually ended up in a relationship without even knowing each other and then the baby comes and I’m usually left as a single mother...thank goodness for BOB

I have been alone since 2003 and wanted it that way, the only thing I wanted from a man was sex nothing more nothing less, I once heard the best way to get over one man was to get under another so that’s what I tried to do. Coming from where I lived it was hard to find someone who was not already in a relationship. So if they were married or in a relationship it didn’t matter to me because all I wanted was the sex to make the pain go away...thank goodness for BOB

I had never heard of a sex party but I did know how to masturbate thanks to my exhusband and all his cheating he taught me how to find my g-spot and how to massage my clitorous and that alone was enough for me to move away from him because he was not for me and I was not the one for him and during that time I was so lost and devistated and alone in my mind and needy and unloved I ran men away from me by being so aggressive with them...thank goodness for BOB

Now that I’m older I don’t think the same way and I look for more than just sex. Sex was all I ever looked for without knowing it wishing for more and wondering why I never found someone who really cares for me. I realized I was going at things the wrong way, I need to be sure we have more in common than just sex, I like eating and a roof over my head so I need to make sure he wants the same things not just a roll in the bed he doesn’t care about making...thank goodness for BOB

Now that my children are grown and I can spend more time worrying about me I’m ready for someone to share my special time with. I want to cuddle with someone other than my grandchildren and hug and kiss a man who loves being there with me in spite of my big belly and my saggy skin and my fifty shades of crazy...thank goodness for BOB