God said

I remember one day after church I said to a lady God said this, I don’t remember what it was he said, just her expression, like she was stunned and then the comment she made led me to believe she didn’t believe me. If you don’t believe what I heard in my head why should I believe what you heard in yours. After all God is everywhere, right. 

He in my head and yours, and reading our thoughts and clocking our actions at least this is what I thought until I no longer believed that. The expression on her face said to me God only speaks to a few folk, but I was still puzzled, how do you know?

But then I stopped believing because I soon realized that was just my own thought. When we young we don’t listen to our conscience, or it is still growing, when we reach a certain age, caution will speak in our brain, we can say it is the voice of another or we can reason with self and realize it’s just the thoughts in my own head warning me of what could possibly happen if I do thus and so of a thing this could possibly happen.

I still have a hard time listening to me because of the cares of others and criticism from folk tearing me down for simple things, I’m still learning and growing and may change how I feel about a certain subject tomorrow...

As for hell and God I will know one day and if I’m sentenced to hell after death my plan is to dance on the flames to help keep them lit so Mother Earth can stay heated...