Afraid of the whites

MAGA....lynchings Again, crosses burning Again, white men in big pick up trucks yelling get them niggers as you walked home one night, or a white man stopping beside you and your cousins as you walked to a store not far from your grandparents house and pull a gun on you for no apparent reason, or to work alone late at night in a convenient store to find a sticker that says, the knights of the KKK is watching you and don't like what they see, to being called to come home from work because your oldest child, your eleven year old son was found hanging in a tree....

Please stay home, stay safe, why vote for another Mobb boss...

Put them on a wonder, I have wondered long enough. I wounder why can't I afford a house payment even thought I work two jobs. I wonder why a car payment is just as much as a house note and I wonder why the insurance that I must have is just as much and I wonder why the light bill due, look you got a gas bill too and telephone disconnect 😥 hurry up next pay check, tell you what you outta do, get job number two. Who gonna see about the children though.

Well they do have the television and the phone so if anything were to happen they can call 911, but they still have to get there and I can't leave the gun there they may kill each other, who in the hell made got damn guns must have been worse off than me and that is possible. 911 such a false sense of hope when what we should be asking is why is there so much waste, why are we killing the planet just so others can live the good life...false senses of hope.

 Like God, he never stitches you up but golly gees he somehow gets all the credit, and not that poor doctor who will be in school their whole life because they never stop learning the human body.

God of the Bible and the government all sound about the same, if you want give it to me I will have my slaves take it away, the money is only an illusion  of security, you can go through the same tasks each day and money or the thought of don't have to be used just for us to make it...

There is nothing more important on this planet for a child than their mother. Prada-Notta, Gucci-Hucchi, all while tryna make the band all while trying to make mother of the year, but how can I count as a mother if im never  there, just the three stooges and the lone ranger and Bill Cosby and now Donald Trump.  Why should the television or Bill Cosby, or Clinton or the Don know more about my children than I do.

Always tending to others who have family but refused to help for whatever the reason, but what the hell do I need...I need my moneeeeee...

No time for a man nor the energy just a lil bit of fucking here and there and a few men that I had to begg for some and they still not wanting to touch me because I am this hedious monster who has no minds I just runs wild and do stupid things and was supposed to just sit still at a table in a hard ass chair causing discomfort and listening to boring mean hateful ass women who said glasses want help you. And my ancestors killed yours and this is what it is gone be like for you, sit down and listen, my grandpappy and them brought y'all here in chains and you will sit down and listen to our way of life, your culture means nothing at all to me, worship my skin color no matter how low down and dirty I am, I'm white bow down because God is our father not yours, you just have to worship the laws that have been written, but my people who are colored white can do whatever they want and get away with it.

Being taught by teachers that did not like answering questions or snapping at you and looking at you with hate and making you feel afraid of them and bad and them telling you that you need a bra in front of the whole class. We were taken from of mother's and told we must attend school so we can be like them.

And we wanting to be just like that and not even know why we were mean to each other but nice to and afraid of the whites...