This year has been one of those intense years. Intense can lead to many things, and a ticked off people against trigger happy people. Some fight one way and others another.
The Africans always went to father and allow him to decide. Then suddenly father and brother and mother were gone and there was just a few of you left and they were all men standing around you, saving you for themselves.
I can’t say if a Democrat could have done any better than a Republican one this last couple of years. I can’t say having them in office has made too much a difference in my life. My life is still being dictated to me and many are still being killed openly with all the technology being used to show us what will happen if we get outta line.
Things have not changed that much at all. People are still killing each other and getting away with it. People still can’t stay home and make a living with a college degree, or a permission slip from the government that expires once a year and has to be renewed. Why do I have to get permission from anyone to do what I want on my own property.
And now I have the information that is needed online to get the help I need to do projects. I don’t need you help so why am I being charged by the government to build a house, why I need permission, to start a business, permission slip, to drive a car, permission slip. Registering a car should be done when the car is purchased. There should be a one time registering of the vehicle and a tag in place when the car is sold off the lot. Everything has a cost and should it not. The cost is so high to keep your family together it is tearing many families apart. And we still argue and don’t get it, we are all slaves not unless you are a part of the group that causes all these problems, and make decisions that only affect us, the people. If they don’t have to live by it neither do I. The moment you make me live by something you don’t live by and lock me away and take all my stuff and throw it away keeping the good stuff. For driving to fast without killing anyone or causing an accident, speed recorders should not be used by anyone, away with the radar guns.
And prices are forever on the rise, so they can get their cut, how do some people need to feel content. We as a nation have lost compassion for others who lost a loved one. We are immune to seeing death. And crave it so badly, we watch shit like Jason and Michael Myers and fall asleep with it playing in your head over and over all night long and we wonder why we worse than the lion, the lion looking for food. But humans looking for a prey because they have seen to much Jason and shit and to many shoot em up games that are the most popular one. Talk about a mind that need a good douche, and not summers eve. A time away from electronics, drive into a neighborhood and see if you make it out alive. But please enough with the Jason shit, we need HELP because killing is the most popular thing on the news and television shows and reality shows they threatening someone else life and being out right nasty to each other to the tune of if you were on fire I want even spit on you. I do hope she would call 911. Just snazzy to say, supposed to make us tough when we talk snazzy shit to each other, but it can make you laugh to.
Too much snazz with someone that doesn’t know you can be dangerous, you never know if you dealing with a predator. They blend in, they look like every other human on this planet. They walk upright, they need food, air and water just to live, but they are a different breed. They will kill you the moment you do or say something to tic them off and they got pleasure in killing you and can just let it go. You could have called them a fool or something. What if fool is the word that was used every time someone did something horrible to them and no one believed them and they had to go back to that and now they are punished because they told and one day they no longer feel. What makes a predator, maybe lots of damaging things to turn someone into a killer.
There was a time when people were dragged out of their home and killed on site for whatever, let’s say charged with being alive. The door was kicked in and a group of men would rush into your home and tie your hands behind your back before hanging you from a tree. That practice was outlawed, bone shaking. Cars were shot up, people were dragged behind horses, all because they were considered your property. No such thing, human trafficking and a lot more of those Bible ways have been let go. We were freed but we are still being held captive.
We continue to see over and over again what will happen to you if you get in our way. We can and will do whatever we want to you and get away with if you get out of line and don’t even think about coming up we will tar and feather you if you think about walking away from me, I will make your life miserable if you don’t do as I say. Only thing is it’s not being said, but it’s what’s happening all over the place. If you get in our way we will kill you, come out and say it and please we are free. We don’t have to pay taxes and we want our fourth acres pronto and to be left alone.
Women are being given hysterectomies without their consent. Or did they sign it as a part of a release and not knowing it and are now being held until the procedure is done???
We don’t know why they hold them so long and they seem to never go to trial. It’s the same customs many suffer from in many lands that hold them for nothing until they die, no justice, many are innocent in jail waiting trial.
All I have seen is more laws that tell us we don’t have control over our life. Just because it was put into writing does not mean it is right. Unfair practices against another for gain should be done away with but that would cause a war with those who refuse to give up the power they have over us. They rather kill us than let us go because they consider us their property. What would our freedom cost us, our freedom gave us nothing. All our ancestors had work and not one red penny, just your freedom. Nothing to help you on you journey, not even a bus ticket so you could look for the sister that was sold, of the children that were sold, not even a handkerchief. Nothing was given, but you were told, you can continue to live here and work for me and I still want pay you. You should be paying me for sleeping in the barn, as a matter of fact you can work my fields and that should cover it.
We were let go by Abraham Lincoln with nothing, no one, strangers all around. Coming here in chains around your fucking neck and not understanding any thing that is being said and being poked at and probed and held like an animal because you had not been broke yet. Sex was next, sex with anyone they wanted to keep and break. Rape them while they scream no and beat them before sex, during sex, after sex and keep food away from them.
Place a chain on their neck and tie them out from the place where you live and they will soon learn how to appreciate you.
And then suddenly people were set free with nowhere to go and nothing at all, and were told they could not nest in the woods. And if they don’t have a job they will be arrested and they better not gang up and stand around talking to each other and no large crowds and there was nowhere to go with nothing. Not even the clothes that you made from the left over cloth from masser wife. And all the clips of threat she had you to sweep up in a pile and tell you that you can have it if you dig it out of the trash.
And that gal did dig the thread and cloth from the trash and she was the woman who took all that threat and cloth she dug out of the trash and made clothes with it only to have her ideals stolen and used by others to make money they want share with her as she make dress after dress and shirt and slacks. But they would allow you a place to sleep outside in the barn.
I plan to stop watching tv as long as I can during the day. I’m going to try and watch only thirty minutes with very little news. I will change channels and give each channel a few minutes. I’m tired or watching what masser doing to people on tv and then getting away with and the government is the one who gives them permission to keep us in line because they the only ones who prosper.
I’m going to get quiet and listen to my own got damn thoughts because I can’t express myself to the news. They have everything to tell us but during that time we can’t talk back with them and they just sit there like robots day after day not giving a damn about what is going on around them. News stations continue to cover the killings day after day because that’s what we wanna see. I guess we like looking at killings we have become immune to it and don’t even know it. We just afraid it will happen to us and will there ever be justice, what gone happen to the killer who wore a badge and had been given the go ahead and kill me at will and I got your back with my military. Trained in the art of killing and are willing to kill at my command, prompt. These are my best robots.
Many people have witnessed open killings brought by the police and they now live in fear that the same thing will happen to them if they open their mouth. So the crime goes unpunished and the same black and white cat drive thru the neighborhood all day long making you fell threatened.
We are in a constant state of fear and anger and we hold it all inside and hide the way we really feel by trying to be bold and blaming the one who got killed for not complying and calling the person bad because the news painted the picture so the killer can get away.
We hold it all in, the fact that we afraid they will kill us and no compassion at all for the ones who have to bury their loved one. We have tried so hard to be like masser, we now act and think like masser, we well trained and house broken too...
A phone rings and someone on the other ends says come quick something bad has happened to your most dear loved ones. We should as a mother cherish the life of our children more than anything on this planet, we should love them so much we will go up side that head when we know they wrong.
Body cams are capturing all kind of demented shit that we clearly can see for ourselves and the perp still get off. There was a time when we didn’t have body cams. Now body cams are being used to show public execution. And we watch the whole thing and they still get off. And the message is clear, the same thing will happen to you if you get in our way, don’t get out of line.
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