One thing that has been on my mind since the pic of Brittany Speers with no panties on is,...
Why was the photographer looking between her legs with his camera anyways...
His violation cost her a whole lot and the public violated her even more
Blessings and prosperity to her and even more...
I am always under the influence of substance I don’t know what it feels like to go to bed at night without drinking or smoking pot just to function to help me to deal with everything that I have to live through every day of my life.
It is scary out here people kill one another for no reason people get killed for no reason and nothing is done about it everybody seems to hate everybody else help me please to make it.
If you not scared, you are part of my problems. You who are not scare and fearless and kill and call it game and trophy hunting and human trafficking and slavery and everyday with no remorse are the reason I’m afraid to leave home and live in fear and I can’t dance to the beats that call me and I can only feel comfortable looking out of my window.
So afraid that a predator will still somehow overcome me and my loved ones or one of my loved ones and I will have to live and suffer because you have used us like we are science rats and have fed us what you want is to have until we began to wake up and fight back.
But who can we trust to spare us all or be the one to drop bombs on me while I sleep. He says, I come as a thief in the night. Many cannot sleep because most people use the sun to plan and many use the night to do wrong. They come upon us as a thief in the night, many cannot sleep because so much shit happened when the sun went down.
Power to not use substances, because the influence makes it harder to wake when you need to run...
He left me for the nanny...and took his children
He asked himself what the hell he need me for, the nanny cook, clean, and tend the his children, wash the laundry, cook the food and some more stuff I didn’t know was going on. While I was holding out, she was putting out. She getting all his money and taking care of his children, what the hell he need me for...
All I did was complain about how much work it is and sat around spending money and did nothing...
Gang: I’m about to google this word that is somehow baffling to me this morning. When I wake and sit still for a moment I began to think really deeply and its right here when I think the most. What I have been thinking a lot about recently is the government and how blind I have been in seeing them for who they are. It is right here in meditation when I sit still and think I feel I can blame the government for a lot of things we have seen written in history books is because of a gang that calls itself the government. History books written about how ruthless we as humans can be. Animals want even kill like we do. We take lives and call it fun. We are trained not to hurt during the death process of whatever is being killed. Labeling it as something inferior to oneself is usually how I think of a fish before I kill it, I cook the fish and I have plans to eat the fish.
Recently I have battling myself with the eating of the fish and the trying to justify eating the fish in the first place, well in my mind it’s survival, a natural process to kill to eat to survive only when we have to.
As long as there is something else to eat there is no need for a sacrifice. But we have been made lazy and taught to rely on others to bring food to us prepped and served hot and fresh. But now we see trophy killing. Now I must say even I with my flesh eating self see it as a problem when we can legally have trophy, open killing just for some fun. The value of life once was the most treasured thing. Now it carries no value at all. I’m sick and scared of this because of the gangs of people who gather together just to shoot and kill. Are not all shooters and killers classified as gang members. I need to go read the definition, brb...
Gang-1. an organized group of criminals, that’s the noun
2. When a number of people, form a group or gang, that’s the verb
And after many of us wake up to realize we are still be held against our will by the United States of America we become even more frightened of them than we already have been. Many who condone their harsh treatment of others are swiftly labeled as troublesome and dealt with harshly for even messing with that gang in the first place. They show you how you too will be dealt with if you too wake up from under the spell. And hopefully not a wake up call for all of us who live under a horrible spell of drugs, lies, murders, rapist, kidnappers and start to fight back.
Drugging someone to kidnap them has been around for decades, it is used to keep the other person from screaming and fighting and alerting others. Once they are kidnapped they continue to feed them drugs, that holy water probably was full of drugs or alcohol back in the days, but is still used during certain ceremonies. Today if we hear a scream we turn the television set up to drown out the noise, we have disconnected from society and don’t care what happen to others as long as we get that paper.
Many of us worship the president like they had to worship the god of the Bible, and don’t even realize it. God was a great leader among his people. He was ruthless and they followed him in great numbers to kill off many others so he could run their territory. Gangs we written about in the old history books. The Bible is one of those history books that is used most to scare others into lining up. Many people who know beyond the shadow of a doubt there is a spiritual places called heaven or hell and this spirit that is now dead, in his afterlife, still owns the rights to you when you dead, ah hell no I rebuke you away from my afterlife too. A big history book filled with horrible stories of mass killings in different areas by what was called Catholic people and then Jesus not being accepted as one because his skin color was dark and he had no record of birth was lying on almighty god. The priest were not supposed to be having sex with anyone, he the one who wrote the shit, same ole shit different day. Laws made by us that do not apply to us because we are above the laws, we made the laws. Someone has to be punished openly for not keeping in line. And the law are made to help keep you safe from everyone but me, because you are my property so I have the right to kill you and the law was on the side of the slave owner, the husband, the priest and the judges and the soldiers and all those who fell in line with whatever god said. The underworld always had someone willing to kill for them so they could get more drugs. We have more junkies here who believe they can kill in the name of god and it shall be forgiven by him because he was the greatest king ever, people still worship his ruthless ways to rob steal and kill to this day. And the curse from that way of thinking lives on and drugs are still being used to keep us while they decide what they gone do with us if we ever get stupid and start fighting back.
That’s what strikes fear in many of us, the fear of what they will do to us because they say this is their territory and we are their property and they can do what they want with their own property and god forgave killers, he forgave Cain for killing his brother. And if you kill in his name for him to rid this world of animals then he will forgive you and give you a place in heaven. Gold and silver and pearls, sounds about right, we will have more than anyone when we dead, god claimed the world as his and killed anyone who would not allow him whatever he wants. And those traditions live on for his followers who are no longer Catholic but are now Christians as well, another one to fight and die for who no longer lives but we will turn a blind eye to others who in need. Pretty much the way of god.
Jesus had his own followers but never enough to fight for his life. He knew who his father was but he was not allowed to say it openly, after all this is the king, what was he doing at the sanctuary having sex with the little ones when they were not supposed to engage in sexual activity either. This is the reason women were not allowed, they were considered property even though you to married, once married you became the mans property to do with you as he pleases. And because many women would not go along with the rape and torture and kidnapping young children and killing everyone in their paths just to call it your territory. Many women would not gather at the public executions because it was horrific to witness one being hanged or their head chopped off. Today we watch it on television and call it entertaining.
Cult another word that baffles me. I’m about to google it next.
Cult-1. a system of religious veneration and devotion directed towards a particular figure or object.
2. A relatively small group of people having religious believes or practices regarded by others as strange or sinister
3. A misplace or excessive admiration for a particular person or thing
4. A person or thing that is fashionable, especially among a particular section of society
How did god impregnate Mary and where did it take place. It’s not real clear other than she was supposed to be a virgin but she was already pregnant and fornication was not allowed. Mary could have been stoned to death and then there was no record of Jesus birth and here his is claiming to be his son.
So to keep him quiet and not stir up trouble and blasphemy against god, he was put to death, but the sentence had to be passed down in order for there to be a public execution. Who handed down the sentence.
The Bible not real clear as to what he did, he was accused of perverted ways, whatever that is.
It was gangs of people gathered together to kill Jesus because one person has a much harder time of killing a gang. Gangs still run the world like they did in the Bible days, a lot of those old ways are being done away with, but not fast enough. As long as we have gangs of cults running things around the globe taking whatever territory they want in the name of a god who offers a better death than life nothing will get better.
A friend of mine, first one I met when I moved to Texas, I liked her, she was kool, she seemed to like a lot. She met my then husband at the school while he was dropping off the children. She wanted me to babysit for her, so she came over to the house. We met I agreed and we did well.
I never saw her as a woman who would go after Clarence, she was the same bubbly person with us both and he made no faces at her. So I never thought about her and my then husband. She always wore short and tight clothes, and she looked nice in them. This is how she dressed when she went to the school, the grocery store, it is how she chose to dress and I saw nothing wrong with it, a person has the right to dress anyway they like without offending others. If they want to jog while naked they should be allowed, it is just the human body. How dare you arrest someone for exercising their human rights. We domestic animals but don’t have to dress them, why are things like this allowed. I want my freedom, freedom to do as I please, I should not be fined for smoking weed but can walk in the store and buy government allowed cigarettes that have been proven to do more damage to the human body. I should be allowed to grow weed, make moonshine and anything I want on my own land, don’t hurt nobody thought, not if you can help it, if my life on the line I will try and defend it. If we learn how to talk we may not carry so many grudges, and we will carry a dick grudge or a fuck to the grave, who cares so deep as to kill another over a fuck is a sad person. We have been trained it’s bad for a man to want to fuck more than one woman, it’s his natural instinct, women we have one too, we wanna fuck different men to, we just so fucking scared he will fuck someone else it has made us bitter towards each other. I’m all the woman he need is a lie, nature made, not hand crafted by god. I don’t know why he would do that to me? Get over yourself, this is not about you has nothing to do with you so please stop taking it serious and stop thinking a contract makes you owner over someone else. Their parents are the natural owners and once they are of age they have the right to do whatever they want with their own body. What age is that, the moment they give it away if sex is the only thing they need to hang onto. What about killing other people and robbing and working long hours keeping mothers away from their children making our children vulnerable to predators. If you in a relationship with someone it is nice to know who they having pillow talks with or you may get Rebecca.
The Bible wrote Rebecca poisoned her sister because of a fucking man, her pride was so hurt, her pride was so hurt. She poisoned het own sister for a man. All this came out during her trial, the Bible the law book that tells of old trials on record, war criminals and such, god was a war criminal and here jesus come knowing his whereabouts talking to others trying to strike up trouble, trying to get people to take sides and fight for his father, enlist them in his army. Making big promises if they come with him.
If I want to smoke crack take meth and chase dicks everyday, no one should be allowed to take me and lock me away, and hold me hostage until money is paid for the return of me safely if no one has been hurt. It’s ok for them to kill us but we can’t kill ourself. The fucking hypocritical nerve of slave Masser
The governments have been kidnapping people for years now. They have found a way to do it and get away with and call it legal. Fucking underworld destroying our lives in the name of legal and justice for all, in the name of god and anything they can use to keep the scales from falling off our blinded eyes and washed brains, and new Masser with new rules means new laws to keep charging the people with living their life the way they see fit. If that type of abuse can’t stop I want be voting for a head of the mafias and their henchmen.
Back to my friend girl, she wore what she liked, she wore some real skimpy night clothes to my house one day, it was a one piece, the shorts were really up in her cunt, and they were really short and very tight. She sat on the edge of the chair, legs wide open. She talked to me and he my then husband came in and laid on the floor in front of the couch and faced her open legs. I was uncomfortable as hell with the whole thing. Now if you wanna fuck say so, one of the things I admire most about The Don is how open and honest he is about how he feels. I may not agree with him, but his honesty gives you a chance to decide for yourself if you like him or not, or you go along with the lynch mob because you don’t wanna be tossed out of your circle of friends. And since honesty is not allowed in politics that mean the rest of them lie to us. Be honest and tell us how y’all really feel.
The us government is the criminals from jail from another country. I mean real criminals who cut off heads and killed with their bare hands were allowed their freedom and all they need if they would help ravish this country we now call United States of American. Mad men were given their freedom and told it’s ok if you kill for us and our people, you just can’t kill us. Ok master, who do you want me to kill, I will bring their head to you on a platter and we continue to worship that dark world and will kill to defend those dark ways.
Back to my friend girl. She laughed and looked at him. Now they talked as I went into the kitchen, if he kissed her pussy I was in the other room.
I remained humble with her and him even though I felt some type of way, I told myself I deserve to have it happen to me because I had been with a married man. If we friends I would rather know what going on than all of the secrecy. I don’t wanna get Rebecca, and knowing what’s up helps me to decide if I’m willing to remain friends with you, or do I need to cut you off and speak to you from a distance. I realize I can’t keep two grownups from fucking, and why hate one and forgive the other. I just didn’t care who Clarence fucked, I felt I deserved it, because of things I had done. There was nothing I couldn’t do to keeping him from slanging dick. My concern with him is what he brought home, don’t sneak around in my face. Tell me what going on, you got bitches out there who will Rebecca you.
She and I remained friends and still are friends to this day, she never bothered me and I never asked if there was something going on because I didn’t want to loose her or him. And then all of a sudden I no longer wanted him in my life, I’m free from a man who had a really dark side.
One evening he came home from work and kissed my lips, this was an unexpected kiss.
Next day I had a fever blister.
When she came in to visit one day, and not drop off her daughter she had a fever blister in the same place. I wonder did he kiss her and then kiss me, giving me a fever blister.
How many pussies have he kissed real deep before kissing and sucking my lips knowing damn well his mouth was nasty. This is why he needed to be honest and tell me if he been kissing someone else or having unprotected sex. My ex husband has burnt me more than once, and given me fleas more than once, he was nasty and I lost all love for him. He was a lot more than just nasty, he was nasty towards me as well and not good with the children.
I remember the day I felt like she was a Rebecca was when she and another person stood behind me and wished all my hair would fall out, I washed it back on her and she tried to wish something else evil upon me, it was then I realized she was not my friend but a Rebecca
Be true to you...
At least you true to one.
Salt and Peppa said it best, if I wanna take a guy home with me tonight. It’s none of your business.
You can tell people whatever the fuck you want. A lot of people have earned that lie, they so deep in your business they got their own business on the bottom of their foot along with a roll of toilet tissue.
Tissue flapping in the wind, feet sticking to the gravel, they business stank too. They can’t smell their business but always trying to keep your feet clean. Always in your business while theirs pile up. Can’t even get a hello before they telling you what you need to do or asking you about your business.
I be looking around to make sure I didn’t just check into a doctors office or am I being questioned. Has someone you know ever sounded like the police. And then they sound like the news telling everyone business.
If they telling me everybody business I know you are telling everybody else how constipated I am. And believe me I have better days than others. My business not the same everyday, but can be stressful.
So I don’t have time for everyone else business....
No matter who you lie to and cheat on always be honest with yourself about how you feel and meditate on why you felt it was necessary to tell a lie to that person, maybe they had that one a comin....
Crackers are a kind not a color...
Nigger is the blood that bonds us all...
Crackers used the word niggers to identify people of a certain color. Then they beat down those people as they called them niggers and made them feel bad based on the color of their skin...
Crackers are niggers to because of the blood we all use, crackers are a different breed, they bred to hate based on what another human looks like and not what they think like.
Niggers all walk upright, bleed red blood thru the heart that pumps oxygen rich blood throughout our veins. Oh we are the same, we just don’t think the same. We can even if we not willing to admit, that is a human. We constantly lie to ourselves because we are afraid of being kicked out of our circle of people that comfort our way of life.
Niggers stand together even if it’s done in secrecy. Crackers crumbles and are blown away. Hate will be forgotten and dismissed, but the love of real niggers will stand forever.
Harriett Tubman and her Underground Railroad would not have been so successful if all crackers were white and all niggers were black
Has the baby by women of different cultures been called sluts because they have been downgraded for decades when they were not Christians.
Why is every person not a Christian wrong for not being a Christian when they have never heard of a god so all powerful that he created the earth and all that is on it is his property and he own the right to the earth.
Was it his kind that landed here and brought our people here on a ship from beyond earth’s atmosphere and we grew from that. Did our ancestors land here on air ships that broke thru the atmosphere. Were they chasing us, did they land here and we were an off spring. Did a being that is no longer here, create man and woman from dirt...
Where is he now, don’t tell me I can’t meet such a being in this life time with the ability to create life from the dirt and a rib. I do believe in evolution. Reason I believe in time, evolution takes time. In time a sperm evolved into a baby that birthed out of a woman.
Men got children by the African, Chinese, Jewish, Indian, Spanish, Island Women.
They were considered sluts and talked down by others and led to feel less than the all blacks and all whites...
The people in the middle seem to suffer because the blacks and whites don’t seem to think they should mix and produce health loving blends of all the colors those two can bring...
There was a moment Dark matter that had build up produced enough heat and gas it produced the entire Universe and all in it.
The very first spark created from all that heat and then all that gas that had built up created a spark that blew shit further than the eyes can ever see. Giving us all the colors that we see making up what is called DNA of the what is known as the universe.
All we see and all we are is because of darkness and then, suddenly there was light. A strike and a boom that was so intense it blew stones and fragments that made up the universe......
Master Abraham Lincoln signed the Emancipation Proclamation on the day of the 22nd, the month of September, the year of 1862. There were those who opposed a person having freedom from being owned by anyone. And there were those who thought they had the right to own people as a property as a thing. Those things that were held as slaves are now freed and are no longer a property to others but a individual person. Many people were separated from their loved one, they were taken from their homeland and held captive for years.
Now all of a sudden those held as slaves are now free with nothing, only a promise of land that was given but then taken away and given back to the slave owners leaving our ancestors with nothing but a offer to continue to work for Masser for little to nothing. Nowhere to go, and no money’s to leave and look for a better place. No money’s to buy a bud ticket let alone some land and a home.
Now all of a sudden masser wants money for you sleeping in the barn with the animals. All day long we work masser fields and can’t grow our own. So masser sells us his left overs that he can’t sell at the market. He tell us we can eat the food he throw out, but it will cost us. He take it away from the money we work for before he give it to us. We lucky to get a penny from all the work we do, sun up to sun down.
We no longer there, we don’t need masser or his ways. All we need is to live separate but equal on our own land away from masser and his ways of death hell and destruction. We still running to the poles supporting those who oppress people. We give them the power to use us like slaves and robots with no minds to think without them. The whips and chains gone but the fears still lives inside of us because masser still sits on his throne, and we the people keep him and his kind up there. We will go to war and kill for Masser with no clear understanding of why.
