Love who you want

 Many young ones have been sexed by older people, to young to know what was happening. They were not sexed by someone their own age who may have been mimicking what they both have seen. Many children have been and still are being molested by an adult, small children are being rubbed the wrong way. We love affection and touching, it helps sore muscles and tight ones to. Many have affection and sex crossed, love and sex tangled up. Affection may have fooled ya when you got caught tangled between sex and love. 

Love is the scale of things you desire. I love alcohol, well not really. I like a little bit and I want to cut it off before the sick in the stomach and the spin of my head. It's not easy cutting it off though. I now wake to a beer and have liquor more thru out the day and doing even less than before. I feel most of my push is gone right out the window. Finding a mate is not easy because I like affection and sex to. Finding someone who don't wanna just go to bed and get it over with is not easy, or I'm not lucky. True, men do hit on me and did a lot when I was growing up but all they wanted was to give me leftovers or let's fuck and get it over with. I'm at a age where I know I have made some bad choices. My mama and her sisters would take me along for the ride and boy oh boy did they like talking shit. I learned a lot of my ways from them. But at the end of the fuck session it was my decision and I usually felt bad about certain choices after the fact.

Many small children are killed so they will shut up. Hit to hard that it took them out, beat so bad they passed out from the blows upside they head only to wake in a tub of cold water may never think right again if they wake up. Molested for sex, boys raped up the ass, taking away his man hood and killing him to keep his mouth shut or beating him so bad he now acts out because he is being abused at home. 

Things have changed since the bible days, hip hip hooray. Master can no longer do what he wants with his property. Laws were put into place for the rights of others because of gods and goddesses and kings and queens claiming the world as theirs because God made it. God had other children to, Jesus was an outside child, Mary, virgin molested by God, but promised to another one. Mary knew what happened but others called her crazy and she was treated like an outcast, this old white man, a spirit a ghost walked from that way and had sex with me. She probably was given holy water and passed out. These were the sanctuary, safe haven, but molesting little children was happening. 

This is where men with peculiar taste went to, the kings sat in the big chair and his most trusted at either side and armed men behind the curtains. And the children walked down a runway isle so the men could see and place bids for the person they wanted. There were some kings who bought little boys to and the priest helped get the children or person ready for the sale.

Children had it hard during war times. Sanctuary was in certain places and known as a place of safety but it was not. Mary was molested and sold from there to the highest bidder and now she pregnant to. Joseph returned wanting a full refund because she is already with child and you say you don't know what happened. And God from behind a wall, supposed to be a spirit lying to Joseph saying he simply blew on her with his holy spirit and bam she pregnant. 

The walls had ears and a real live man hiding out so you want know who he is but he know what you just confessed. No one was supposed to be behind those walls, this was where you go to confess and seek forgiveness only to be blackmailed by the king who somehow know you had sex with his property, aka wifey, as many as he had you better not touch his merchandise. God was selfish and petty and wanted it all. This way of life put him on the run. The sanctuary is supposed to be a clean place for marriage and blessings and celebration and the were running a slave market underneath. All this put the priest on the run, including God who went away to his hideout, heaven. Did he stay gone, no. He planned one last kidnapping, Jesus. Mary and joseph was in hiding from God because she knew he was going to sell Jesus to the highest bidder. So God sent men after her to bring her back before his greatest disappearing act.

Mary went to the courts and told of the one who hide in the walls along with others molested her and many other small children who were stolen away from their parents or running that way for safety had no one to fight for them until Mary went before the council to save her life. She told of the rooms under the sanctuary and the hallways behind the walls with secret rooms and how young children are sold and some sacraficed for a meal. It is where the men with peculiar taste and perverted ways come seeking certain things like drugs and weapons she had never seen before and relics that were stolen and sold to the highest bidder. She was supposed to be sleep from the water she was given, but the water she said tasted peculiar and she held it in her mouth and spit it out when he moved on to the next person. How knows why Mary was left alone at the sanctuary but it gave God the time he needed to have sex with her. Once she drank the holy water or drugged water she may have passed out and came to ina room or passed out on the floor and.

Old men hiding inside the walls fooling others into thinking they could run here for help. Only to be molested by someone who is afraid of getting caught because many think those ways are perverted. Perverted men were put to death God burned down two cities because of what was called perverted ways. God allowed it but you had to own them. God thought it was ok to take little girls into his bed just not boys.  The ones he call his angels were molesting little boys who come there and then selling them as property to anyone who would buy a boy. It was hard to keep boys because they love chasing girls had to be broken. So they molested them into submission and they no longer fought against masters wishes. Sex was forbidden outside of the sanctuary or castle without permission from God of king, same thing, because you were his property and he wanted to control how and when a man and woman can have sex, or when the master of the house can have sex if they were his property. 

If you lived in his kingdom you had to abide by his rules or you may be put to death. God was the only one in his kingdom that did not have to have permission to have sex. Everyone needed permission to fuck in heaven. But that is not what was happening, women and men were having sex without permission and having babies and this could get your child killed or eaten who knows. Did I write God telling Abraham to cook and feed his only son to him, to sacrifice him so that I may have a meal. Shitting me, he must have been really frightening for Abraham to tie his own son up and is going to offer him up until someone got there with that damn ram. 

The bible sounds like court documents written in with other books written by other people. I ask myself is it all true or is it made up and I look at things people are capable of today and realize yes, but because of laws God was no longer able to do lawless things in the lands, and it appears he may have been on the run and hiding out in the walls and was caught when Mary told on him. But what if no one believe her when she went to file a report, she them realize it is God, the one who laid with her, he to is the judge. And Mary saw him and pointed him out and showed them all the secret doors and rooms and tables and cages with children in them. 

God may have went on the run to his hideout heaven that no one could find except a few. Which was it Luke or Peter who said I was in the spirit on the lord's day. He may have been drugged before he was taken or drugged and dreamed the whole thing in his head.

No child deserves to have a full grown adult who feel they have to hide out because of violating another and a sense of wrong when it is happening. Children deserve to pick and choose when they want to give away their sex to no matter if they the same sex or not, as long as they say yes and it is not taken by another while they say no and cry and can't even function in life normally anymore. 

It's your choice who you want to love in your life, please take precautions when having sexual intercourse. Use a cover so sperm want eat your body up. More sex means more sperm eating at you and not being able to reproduce any healthy living cells inside of the body. And the body not capable of killing it off, not unless it is in the vagina. The vagina is equipped with a natural spermicide to kill off sperm and reuse it inside the female body. The rectum does not offer such a defense system and sperm can spread throughout the human body eating at it and causing sickness. Imagine small children who are molested through their rectum and this goes on over and over again and sperm is eating at him and he falls sick and no one thinks to check and see if he is being molested and it is sperm that is eating this child alive. Many men will have sex with his daughter in her rectum so she want become pregnant. She just get sick from it. And then when she married a virgin she allowed her husband her rectum to and now she is sick and loosing blood and no one know why cancer struck her down. And then gay men willing to come out to expose their way of life for health reasons  to only be openly ridiculed by some of the same men who were molesting them. And now God has punished them with HIV and AIDS. Why God didn't punish the man who was sneaking into his room at night, he the one who made him that way and now he afraid his dirty little secret coming out. Many boys are killed to cover up the wrong of other.