Stealing from others

 Feeling entitled to something and taking it. It’s not my best moment but it has happened. I have taken something that was not mine, a common thief, I have told lies and taken credit for something that was not even mine. I have horns and no halo. And it was not for food on the table to pawn something to pay a bill. It was pretty I wanted it I took it. I want do that again, I feel bad for having done it in the first place. Many have lost a hand for stealing. I’m glad we not there in time anymore, punishment has been harsh and swift for many. Many have taken things back that belonged to their ancestors and were killed for doing so because it was forbidden for them to steal but allowed if you were a certain blood line or a member of a cult. They forgave each other for crimes against themselves and even others but would not forgive others for anything at all. 

I can’t say what I want ever do, I may have to eat food from a garden by night while hiding out with the deer by day just to survive. I have never killed anyone and don’t want to buy anything can happen as I continue to mature and age. I don’t want to be snooty, I like saying hello, but sometimes I walk with my head down so I want have to make eye contact with people and I try not to piss anyone off white people because white people have been known to Lynch others. I don’t think I need to apologize for any acts of sex between two adults. I don’t think it is problem, but there are those who think a man or a woman should be with them because they are enough. I don’t know what enough is to some, but if you fucking her or him I want to know it and keep them away from me because I dont want to get Rebecca. 

There was a time in space when a person would have been stoned to death for having sexual relations and was not married. A girl was not allowed to do as she pleased, she was always her fathers property unless he decided he would marry her off, many women were born into this society and were stoned to death even by their parents. Many were stoned no naming anyone because maybe they were with child because of daddy. 

We not even gone act like that has not happened. But his penis was not chopped off and he was not even stoned and the young lady who may have been castrated already is now pregnant and not wed, it may have been her cousin who she had known and they were to wed but she has a date set to marry him and she is getting bigger each day. 

If her pregnancy is not hidden she may be stoned. Many children were born and not counted for and all knew of a new land that was free to live upon and then others heard about this free land and wanted their cut to.

People have been migrating for centuries and making boats and crossing rivers and rivens before white man came along and claimed them. Many places still live under the persecution of the Catholic laws against them. They now do it to each other is how it was meant to be to curse people forever. Many used words to send signals out to others. The word curse another openly meant you are on your own. They too traveled to the new world. Men so bad they were bought by the kings and queens as part of their army’s. Men who were in jail for killing. But it was ok for god to kill, he had all power over heaven and earth in his hand. Heaven was his home and the earth was yours and he granted himself power over all. He must have been very barbaric and brutal and so were his followers, or god could have been the one to smile in your face and bless you and then come upon you like a thief in the night is what he says. Those ways are still being taught today and the annihilation of mankind rages on and my fears of finding a man who I can believe in until he give me reason not to rages on.