Midlife crisis… Hell if I know but I do know I’m tired of the norm, I want a Winnebago and travel money and I wanna hit the road and see the lands while they are still here. I see so many things classified as natural disasters I began to worry is the Earth in her last days and if so what did I have to do with it. After all I have been here for fifty four years and some change. What happened to a place that has everything we need but it is still not enough.
You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me…
Sounds personal to me, what the hell I have to do with your jealousy ways.
Jea-https://www.names.org/n/jea/about
- 2 submissions from Japan and the United Kingdom was agree the name Jea means "Beautiful" and is of Hebrew origin.
- A user from Guyana says the name Jea is of African origin and means "Hope".
2a: totally repulsive (see REPULSIVEsense 3) : CONTEMPTIBLEa lousy way of getting even. And some more stuff about not being nice, god was miserable and needed all the company he could get and all the praise and worship was still not enough to help tame the beast that lived deep inside of him. Jealous, beautiful but lousy.
Politics have scarred the nations, scared the nations with rape, sodomy, torture, starvation, deprivation,, tainted the drinking waters of many nations, let out locust on crops, flooded the homes and shops, killed the first born of a whole city all for peace and their liberty. Curses is what he called them and he put a lot of curses on people. Sounds like that voodoo that you do, but I don’t really know about voodoo I have only heard about it.
Liberty and freedom to some is assaulting others with hoses. clubs, dogs, hot sprays, guns, lions, tigers and bears, oh my. Why was I left off the roster when freedom and liberty for all was sworn? Where is my freedom card? What the hell was going on that day when only a few were given freedom from all the wrong they do but shackles for me if I walk wrong.
https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/God-Cursing
Click the above link and read how god just threw around curses at people, sounds to me like a real man walking around calling people who’re monger for having sex, bastards because mom and dad were not married by his standards, and owning people, what. How can all this be possible from someone who was never here, he was just an illusion and maybe a way to con others into getting what they want. Who was telling the people what God was saying, the priest said god told him this and that to tell you if you don’t give up the virgins and diamonds he gone rain fire on your head. How I know it want the priest doing all this shit with their men. They were lovers of other men. How many men you know not gone hit it with a woman, he gotta have for himself a woman. But these were men who ain’t have no use at all for a woman, hell to the no, sounds like some gay shit to me and I don’t mean happy. If you gay say so, no hard feeling, don’t try and fool anyone, sounds easier said than done when just a few years back god burned two cities to the ground because of homosexuality. Talking about homophobic towards men or covering his own sins, I don’t know, but he didn’t have a wife, just one woman he was accused of molesting and her name was Mary. I often wonder was she from the spoils of war to a man who paid for a virgin but got a young girl who was already with child. Then god blackmailed or persuaded them to leave town and hide out so he want be charged with another crime from doing what he told others they were not allowed to do. And many men who wanted to sit to his right hand and be his wife were not found worthy because they were killers after they killed on his behalf.
I’m trying hard to think for myself and love myself more because I have to live with me. Nothing I can do to ever be perfect to me and do me I want ever be perfect but I’m still worth loving. Follow after what you see and know and stop walking blindly in faith and walk whole in sight. I’m cursed everyday by haters, bigots, discrimination, bad scientist and so much more. If you hide something from people that can help them just to prove a point you got issues that need dealing with.
