I love you

 If I have not told those that I love, that I love you forgive me.

I feel helpless and hopeless so many times, left behind and left out because I was so outgoing and loud and just wanted to have fun because I got so excited and longing to fit in with you when I was around you, I was only trying to please you so I can fit in, please forgive me, I try harder to hold onto my excitement so I want offend nor scare others. I have the tendency to get louder when I’m excited as if I may be mad, because I get loud when I get mad maybe hoping for some one to help me out if I need it or a witness if I should ever need one. 

If I’m so loud because I see you it’s could very well be I’m excited and happy to see you not unless I have something you not telling me I need to worry about!